Thursday, June 17, 2010

Let's Talk

Okay my day: Really Good day, sewing, soup kitchen, service, Great talk, saw Great One Woman show but I'm avoiding what I'm feeling.....thinking......want to write about

I'm feeling....I'm feeling.....I'm taking responsible.
I Love and I'm kind of in Love but I'm holding myself back because of fear: I'm not what's wanted; I won't be a dream; I will be to clingy; I can't prove myself; we won't be friend; he doesn't "like" me; etc, etc. I can come up with many more things to stop me from expressing. Which is strange because I'm such a Unconditional person, sometime to much for people...

I want your Friendship! I want your Love! I want your Liking!

I try to figure out everything before acting. I'm not your wants but I Am those things that you say you're looking for. I want your Friendship, that ultimate Friendship that we all search for but for some reason we push away when we find it....do we fear it? Oh, I'm not crazy I know this has to be found in both parties involved and I have lied to myself before. But I'm writing My feelings and thoughts. I guess one reason I don't say anything because I don't want to lose your Friendship....fear.

I Like you, I Like being around you, I Like watching you, I Like talking to you, I Like You and more. I won't say you complete me or that you're my everything but I do want to walk this Journey with you. I do want to talk about it all with you. I do want to sit in the silents with you. Most of all I want to Breathe with you.
I do want, no matter what happens I want to say; Here is my Friend....We've gone through alot but here we are Friends!

When I see you, I see me
Our Energies mix well
I Love You Unconditionally!
I Like You!

CAN WE TALK?

I'm sure I've missed something but here are my feelings and thoughts.


Yes, this is A Love Letter!

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