I've bee thinking (can be trouble) how much time have I wasted by not saying what's there, not listening to what's being said (because I think I know the answers) and fear (I found this fear point while thinking) and you know what....it's all fear base. The fear of losing something and just never stop to see that you're losing a lot more because of it....fear.
The last few days, I've been talking to folks but several times I didn't say all that I felt or was thinking because I had the fear that they would be angry or they would leave or send me away. So, I just judged myself and them and the situation and just kept mouth shut. Now, you don't have to say everything you feel or thinks, somethings aren't needed but when they are....don't be afraid to say it. Then when others were talking there were times I didn't listen because I didn't believe them or what I was hearing or I assumed I knew what they were going to say...just not listening out of fear. Then when I think about it later I realize I was all wrong and I missed out and/or wasted time.
If the fear wasn't there, I could up with much more then I thought I would lose. I would hear the Truth and not sit there dreaming of what would, could or maybe might be. I could move forward to what is mine. what is there to lose in Truth? Nothing It's all mine and I know this, I believe it, in thought but there is still apart of me not Living It.
Now, I can't go back and change the time I've wasted. BUT, I can change my choices from now on, Act upon it to move forward. Whatever the situation, I can't lose what is mine and if all is Truth, Love and All Trust in Spirit with , in and of Good...It's all going to be okay. I nee to chose to stop wasting time and not be afraid, Forgive, Accept and Release the choices whatever will BE - Open to It All.
working on it and not wasting time
Being Open
Being Me
and all that's mine, is mine
IN LOVE!
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