Dear God

Dear God,

I took this class called Self Mastery and at the same time I took a Spiritual Boot Camp. WOW, there has been a lot going on in me the last few months.

At first there was one question that kept popping up; “Why are you doing this?” over and over “Why are you doing this?” Then one day after asking this question, there was a silent and all I heard was, “To Remember!” Okay, that drove me nuts…Remember what? It to a few days, then “To remember and change, take Action. OOOOh, but to be honest I still wasn’t sure, walls came flying up and joined the few that was already there but I kept going.

One day I was talking to a friend about the class and boot camp and he said, “Why take classes for something you already know?” I heard myself say, “because we forget and don’t always use it!”

OMG…To Remember and Change, take Action…I get It!

On this journey of finding self (small s), I Remember that Self (Big S) was always there. I was on a journey of moving and opening self, so the Self could do the work. Through discomfort, there is Light, Peace. In confusion, there is Silent and Calm. In fear there can only be Faith, which means there is no fear, All choices and all my choices. Taking steps back from things and people I love to step into their and my Love. Remembering to always keep me in my picture and stay open to allow and accept the changes to happen and with those changes comes growth. Listening to all, especially myself, then when I ask the question, Why? It become something to move the Action along and not a wall to stop the Action. I Am open to Change because I find more Love in them, not because I have to do it. I give and accept Love and accept people and things where they are and not where I want them to be. I have more choices and work with It all or just let things be…but nothing is working me.

Self Mastery showed me things I had to do and Spiritual Boot Camp reminded me of the tools I always had to do it all with.

Self Mastery, Self Openness, Self Love, Self Prosperity….Self

NO MATTER WHAT!

I was going to do a movement piece to close this class out for me. Because I Am moving in all direction and it’s all taking me forward. But I couldn’t find away to end it, I was stopped in my tracks, things in my way. I didn’t want to “end it”; I just wanted to keep moving. One day I will do my continuing moving piece but until then I want to move continually …NO MATTER WHAT! Because all happens for my Good!

I Am Thankful. I Release it all into Law.

It is so

Love…. Curtisc

God (always has been, always will BE)