WOW,
I realize that a lot has gone across my mind in the last 5 days. I’ve had a lot of alone time, except for
Sunday, which was a Great day. Looking
at what I know. What I believe. What I know and believe…WOW!
For
some reason the age thing came up in me, other people’s opinion on the
subject. I know and believe that
everything that is said to me, done to me and I see and feel has some
attraction from me, to come to me. It’s
all apart of my process but it’s the meaning I put on it all that counts for
me. Placement in my life is my
choice. I thought about it, I looked at
it all and realize it isn’t a major thing in my life, as it might be in others.
I
looked at my choices to keep people in my life or not…and when I say not, no
one is ever not apart of my life, they’re just not physically standing in front
of me. Any and everyone that has touched
my life in any and every experience is apart of my life. All apart of the process. I choose the meaning. I make the choices of where and how.
I
am still dealing with the term “enough”.
Enough puts limits on us…”oh that’s enough; I’m making enough” I want
and require more than enough. Work with
the Great = the Greatness. I want and
require much, much, Greater than enough.
I know abundance. I know
prosperity. I believe in both and know
and believe they are in my life but there are a few areas I must, will and I am
placing and claiming this belief:
“Infinite money is here for me right now and always available to
me!!! It’s unlimited and so am I!!!!”
& “The Love I want and require has already been created and is already here
for me!!!! I claim it all! Love is unconditional and so am I! I am abundant! I am prosperous! I am Love!
I’ve
looked at my choices not to take classes this year. It’s not that I think I know it all, far from
it. It’s not that I don’t like the
teacher(s), far from it. I have been in
classes for the past 3yrs…class room.
Looking, learning, reconnecting…so much but I needed to put it all in my
body. I needed to see how it works in my
life and how it fit in with all the other stuff that is and was running around
my head. I had to stop and see what my
beliefs really were. I had to adjust my
process and make different choices. I
was overwhelmed with all the information and it all needed to have a
place. Starbucks became my laboratory…I
needed to do lab work. Dealing with so
many different people and different experiences…I needed to know what I was
talking about and believe.
I
am still reading everything I can get my hands on but now I believe I am
understanding it more. 2 or 3 years ago,
I took mental boot camp and my word for boot camp was clarion – brilliant clear
– I believe I am closer to that then I’ve every been. It has taken me 3yrs to finish my first boot
camp, maybe I am ready for another one and it won’t take me so long to finish
this time.
The
time has come for me to finish writhing Ms. Minerva because I am seeing what is
want to say. And it's time I write my teaching philosophy, without feeling like
a fake. I know and believe what I am
saying and there is nothing fake about it.
I know what I’m talking about!
I
know there is one or two fear issues I need to work out and I am taking action
on those. Fear was that thing I brought
in to protect me, but I don’t need protections any more. It’s time to try new things and ways of
dealing with it all. I am not fighting
fear, but I am putting it to rest and trying many other ways. I am surrendering, not giving up but letting
go and opening up to the new and different.
Exchanging those thoughts that are not working, for those that do.
Moving
is still a big thing for me. No not
running, an opinion that has been given to me.
What am I running from, it’s all me and I always take me, with me. Being down south is something I need and it
needs me. What I have to say and the way
I say it is important for me and the south speaks my language and I speak theirs. The experiences that comes into my life, and
the experience I need, is there for me as much as it is for someone else.
I
Love me. I like me. I know me.
I believe in me. I meet my Great
everyday and experience the Greatness everyday, wherever I am. I am surrendering all and opening up to
all. I am what I am, enough and
more. There is but one source and the
source is in me. I am not the allness of
God but God is the allness of me, therefore I am what is all of me…God. An individual in the allness acting as the
One. Responsible for the life I live,
the experiences I have, working toward the highest Good, in the highest Good as
the highest Good, giving and receiving…the circle of life!
I AM….
