You really are good enough and complete….

You don’t require anyone to complete you because you are complete.

That Love you are looking for is there in you, move over and let it out and it will come back to you.

Relax, breathe you don’t have to work that hard, just be. If you’re Happy with you, you will find someone who will be Happy to and join in with your Happiness.

No, it won’t happen over night, yes, it could but I think it might take time. But isn’t it better to wait and take the action instead of just grabbing what’s there.

I know, you hate being alone but really you are never, ever alone. I know you want that physical touch but there are times you need to hug yourself and let that Love count. Work on getting what you’re looking for and what you want, to be one in the same. Then you’ll have you, the real you, the true you, the you that is enough. Everything that happens in your Life is for your highest Good, accept it….work with it and release all the other b.s.

You really are enough and complete but you have to know it, see it, Start accepting it.

Forgive you and all those others you think have done you wrong. It’s okay, it’s over – forgive all concern and accept the forgiveness and release the b. s.. You are better off without the false and now Live in the True.

I know it hurts, it feels like the end but it’s not. Do what you need to do and let it be Good. Because, there is bigger, better, Truth within you, Let It out and It will come back in…

You really are enough and complete….

I shall not want….

I am not wanting anymore. I am not needing anymore. From now on I will REQUIRE…I will look at the requirements and work out the details and move forward.

The last few days I've had several talks with different people and with each one sometime in the talk, I would hear; “I want to…”, “this is what I need…” and I realize that wanting and needing was something that we wait for someone else to do, something they need to do “for us” for us to move forward. I need really was, when it’s given I will move forward, I will be. As I listen I could hear my own voice…me saying these words and I got mad. I “wanted” to scream, “Stop It!” I believe during one of the talks I did say, “Just Stop It!” but I realize that I was talking to myself. (WOW, I really do listen to me…) yes, I was saying it for the other person but being present and in that moment, I was saying it just as much for me.

I remember what Dr. Walker said in “You Are Enough” about requiring and I really Got It! When I require, I don’t wait for someone else to give me something to move forward. I find out the requirement and just do it. No “I want”, no “I need” this is what I require and this is the action that’s require…Now, Just Do It!

So, from now on I shall not want. I shall not need. I require and take action. What am I creating here? What do I want to create here? If something has to be changed, I will no longer want to do it. I will be require to do It and I will see what the requirements are. If I find myself wanting – I will KNOW what it is and take the necessary action and Just Do It. With each step, big or small, I will celebrate that step, that action and then move to the next. I will take a deep breathe and stay present, for I know when I Am present, monkey mind is not.

I shall not want because I Am the Greatness of that Energy from where we all come from. I Am complete and all that I do enhances that True expression of God that I Am. I shall not need for all that I need is already at hand, mine to use as I choose…Spirit, Truth, Love, Greatness, Limitless Power and Unconditional Love, just to name a few is all mine. So, what do I need? What do I want? I already have It all. What a joy I have within. Okay, It is time to celebrate. I Am required to do that and I Am also required to just BE!

Tag…you’re It!

4:12am, setting on metro train in NoHo waiting to go downtown; I started thinking about bullying and the kids killing themselves and some killing others. I wanted to say something but what…

When I was 12 yrs old my Grandmother took me in the kitchen and told me I was gay. She called me all the names she knew, good and bad, then said; “now that someone who truly Love’s you have called you these names, they can’t really hurt you…” How sweet, how kind, how much it helped. It made Life a lot better. And yes – people tired to bully me but not only about being gay but also about being tall and skinny, about my singing, being black or blacker than some. But I remember the Love…The Love of a wise Grandmother, the Love that I found for myself. It does get better! I also came up with something…when someone tired bullying and talked about me, at some point during their rant or later in the day, I would touch them and say very quietly…”Tag – you’re It!”

No matter what…”you’re a fag!” Tag – you’re It! “you’re fat” Tag – you’re It! “Oh my, look at you’re face” Tag – you’re It!

And today I’m so glad I stayed around to watch them become It. Several are now gay, they bullied out of fear that someone would find out about them. Many are fat, a few very fat and several have the scares of their Life all over their face. Many have come to me to say, “I’m Sorry.”

I Am so glad I wasn’t successful when I took the pills or cut my wrist and I got to see them be It! It does get better.

I knew who I was! I knew it was all only apart of my Life. I knew…some how I just knew, that one day they would be It.

Now, today, for me It is Love, Understanding, forgiveness, acceptance. Several times in my Life I have bullied myself and I had to touch me and say…Tag – you’re It! I Love Being It!

Stay around, there are many who truly Love you and they are, will and have shared that Love with you. Yes, you my be It, but know It! Know that It is Great! Know that It is Love! Share your It with others who haven’t found It.

You are Great! You have Unconditional Love, limitless power and an Energy that encompass all, behind you! Make the choice to Love You…Be It and pass It on.

Take the time to breathe, think and make the choice that is Great…to Love You!

Tag – you’re It…Greatness…Love….Understanding…Wonderful!!!

9/21

The last few weeks have been very overwhelming, not in a “bad”way, but in a very, very “Good” way. So much has and is happening. The biggest is living without that experience of attachment. I’m very connected to All; I Loving It All and I feel Open without that sense of fear: lost, left out, losing, alone, etc.

I felt changes in me and some changes in reaction to me but it all feels so open. Doing the work without stuff, staying present, knowing that all is working out find and each step is a step forward. I have one friend that’s not speaking to me right now, but I feel find, I sure he is working out what he needs to work out and I know I will accept it and him wherever he is. People are placed in our life for a reason and sometime for only a limited period of time…but what we learn and what we get from them will be there forever. For they are a part of our steps forward, and we need to be present to take those steps. It is all Love, Truth and It makes us Great!

The Hike....

One day while hiking I came across a path I had never seen before. Now, I had hiked these woods many times, had taken the path I was on many times and I had never seen this new path before. But looking at the path I could tell that it had been there for awhile. There were signs that many had walked on this path before, many times. I stood and looked down the path I was on. I had walked that path many times. I knew what was down that path…the colors, the flower, the trees, even the people I would pass…but here was this new path calling to me. It was a little dark right at the beginning but I could see there was some Light as it went on. It looked interesting; I thought, why not…I had time. So I started walking down a new path.

This path was dense, the vines and bushes were over grown and the path was narrow in some place but there was an order to it all, a knowing, a voice that kept calling. All the different colors and smells, I had never seen all this before…or had I. I was getting excited, Light was streaming in from every direction and as I walked this path I came across many other paths that I’d never seen but they felted so familiar. I was tempted to just sit or try other paths but I knew I would walk this path again, I had time. I kept walking, even though at times this path became hilly and bumpy. Climbing over fallen trees, walking through tiny streams….”where does all this come from and where the hell am I headed?”

Finally I reached a clearing, bright, colorful, full…flowers everywhere; green, green grass; cool and comfortable. It was something I had never seen but it felt soooo familiar. I figure there was time, so I took a seat…how quiet…peaceful…calm…Loving…but there was so much going on. Aniamls running around, the wind in and through the trees, water running, I think I could hear the butterfly wings. I never realize that there was so much Life in these woods.

As I looked around I could see that several paths ended and started in this clearing. How relax I felt; How safe I felt. I thought I should get up and take another path and as I was trying to figure out which one to take, a lady walk out one of the path. She looked at me and smile, then she say; “Hey baby, it’s good to see you. I knew would see You here one day.”

Wait a minute, do I know you? What’s going on here? She laughed, “You have been here many times. You come off on path and down another, then you got stuck on that one path solong but I knew, one day you would see the clearing, the Light, you would open your heart and your eyes and accept what you see…you would believe in You again.”

I took a deep breathe and set down. I started listening to what she was saying, Truth, feeling, Love and knowing how Great Life is. She told me I was the Light of this clearing, that I Light the paths I walk when I believe in Me. The tears rolled down my face; But I wasn’t sad….I was warm, full, excited, Happy…Free! I knew what she was saying was True…My Truth.

I just set and took the time in the moment, in my clearing, in the Light. After, what felt like hours, I turn to her and finally asked…”Who Are You?”

A Big smile came across her face. I had never seen anyone smile that Big before and then she laughed, so loud I felt it down to my toes….finally she stopped laughing and she looked into my eyes. No one had ever looked so deep into my eyes before…deep into me. She took a deep breathe and the words that came from her lips where like a song I had never heard before…..

“I Am Love! I Am Spirit! I Am Your Unconditional Love….

That Spirit that has always been with you and will always be with You.

Because now you Trust Spirit, You know and accept Truth,

You Trust Yourself and Me!

So, No matter what path you take, I will be there with you

And I will be here in your clearing, your heart.

I Am and Will always be Your Song of Freedom,

Your dance of Love,

Your Music of Joy,

Your days of Great…ful

Your Love of All!!”

With those words she left…. but did she? I became full and I knew I was never and would never be alone. That I was One with All and there is an Energy that is Powerful and Limitless within me and It’s All Love…..I Am so Thankful, Great…ful and Blessed. I took a deep breathe, wiped away the tears and……

I began to walk again….knowing……

I AM LOVE AND I WILL ALWAYS BE LOVE…..