The last few months and weeks I find myself dealing with things from my past. Thing that I looked at, dealt with, did the forgiveness work for myself and others I felt had harm. But it was one thing that hung on and effected me, small but I let it be powerful…The shame that came with it because it was label bad. I felt with forgiveness and looking it in the face, that shame would leave with all the other stuff. But I held on to a small piece of that shame, putting it in a box down deep and cover it all up and placed so much on top of it I guess I figure it couldn’t get out and nothing would get to it, but that little piece of shame at a lot of energy…I gave it a lot of energy. The little pieces of any shame joined it and gave it more energy. It was all unconscious for me but that didn’t matter because it was working. It was affecting my choices, putting its child…doubt in my Life, slowing me down and stopping me at times. Last weekend it all came to a head and I had to make a choice; continue to dig deep and deal with shame or let it continue to affect my Life…my choices. To stop working toward something I know I should do, I wanted to be or just hide and keep the secrets. To listen to those voices of shames or accept, to know, that these voices are not Truth and they were not my voice…my true voice.
I realize that when everything has been dealt with, has fallen away and we think we have moved on, for some reason we hold on to that ounce of shame…Why? A small question with a big answer…FEAR! Fear of what, for me I don’t know but I don’t need to know, it’s not require. I do know that I have nothing to fear. Fear is just a lack of FAITH…I will just work on and with the FAITH. I know that there is no lack of anything in my Life unless I put it there. I will release the shame, stand face to face, toe to toe and say…NO MORE! I have uncovered that box, I know it’s there and it’s time to dispose of shame and the box I’ve kept it in. I shall put in that space: FREEDOM, LOVE, THE LIMITLESS POWER THAT IS APART OF US ALL. I am walking my paths on this journey with my head held high, no shame, knowing that there is NO fear in my Life….It’s all FAITH. For I Am One with God, a Beautiful, Perfect Expression of It’s Greatness. THERE SHALL BE NO FEAR IN WHAT I DO! Shame shall not have a spot in the choices I make. Shame shall not set limits on My Life.
Going deep within, I found shame…if there is shame then fear it protecting it. I know I have no need for fear or of fear because I Am FAITH…in Me, God, All and the Oneness. It’s time to take action toward total FAITH, the Truth. I truly do see and know that facts but I chose to Live the Truth…
There is God and I Am one with God, knowing and believing this I know that I Am God, a Perfect expression of the Greatness of the Creator. I Know that I Am Co-Creator of My Life, a Life of FAITH and TRUTH…..
Today, I smile at myself in the mirror and I know the Greatness of Love in Me and that smile. I saw the Light that I Am. I Am so Thankful, Grateful and Blessed! I take the action to release Love, My Light, Faith, Truth, abundance, prosperity all in me as Law, into the Law knowing that it is done. I Celebrate the knowledge and the Greatness that I Am and I just BE….
And so It is…..
