To detach from the experience of attachment....

I have been working on, working with detachment from the experience of attachment for a month or two....really for a lot longer than that. Attachment to people, things and some situation have been a big wall for me for a long while and it effects every part of my Life.

The experience of attachment, for me, has been so ego (monkey mind) driven. It hits me very emotionally: hurt, anger, obsession, possession the whole negative group. I've worked on becoming aware and detaching from it all. But I do require the connection but with no ego.

attachment - (for me) is/was ego driven.
to be connected - (consciously) is Spirit working and being aware.

I want the connection, no fears, not losing anything, no ego...Just as things are in the present moment....NOW. I've stopped and taken a look at things and began detaching from the experience of attachment. I've sense a few folks think, that I Am pulling away, that I don't Love as much, but it's the opposite, I feel closer and I Am Loving more because I don't have the fear of losing something. I don't get my feeling hurt because I'm not in someones top 10 this week or I'm not singing a solo because someone doesn't like what I do. I'm looking at who people are, not just as I see them. I'm seeing what they are showing me and know that we are still connected, because We Are One. That We Are still Love because Love is the foundation. Letting the fear and the ego go and welcome the awareness that has always been there. Now, I know how to use It...just Be.

This is an on going process because I still have my moments but I Am aware. I guess, I'm really detaching from the ego of the experience of attachment. I Love - unconditional, Strong, and hard, but there is NO fear. I Am breathing! I Am forgiving! I Am accepting! and I Am releasing what I don't need! It's getting better with each step and being aware keeps me in the present moment: The Now.

So, I am not going anywhere, I haven't stop Loving. I still do care. But with out all the ego stuff.
I doing everything without the experience limits and conditions and I find myself opening more, no fears. If you miss your puppy (something I was call once) he's not gone, he's just knows who he is and using the knowledge he has better.

The journey is on going, sometimes we walk the paths together, sometimes we walk the paths separate but we never, never walk the paths alone and never in the dark because you always have Light if you are there because you are Light and you just keep getting brighter and brighter...just believe and Be...

You are enough, exactly what's require, all there is, One with All....Because you Are!