A BETTER MAN

Yesterday (Sunday 9/12) I sung the song BETTER MAN by Kev Mo. It was a wild, uplifting, wonderful ride. Here at 7am Monday, I'm still on the ride and I want it to keep going and the chose is mine. But it wasn't until I got out the way and sung the song that I truly experience It All, saw what the song really meant and what it meant for me. The song brought to me by Brad Blaisdell....Thank U Brad!

Making myself a BETTER MAN, making a better world, understanding it in so many different ways. Making sense of the experiences I've had the last few months. Understanding..."you might not understand but remember it, for understanding comes with time." Told to me many years ago - I understand mama. Starting with my world, my choices, my understanding. Being a BETTER MAN, making my world a better place, teaching myself to understand......

11:08pm

Started on the path to becoming a practitioner tonight, I believe it's a 2yrs/2 1/2yrs process, then I head back down south, New Orleans. But it will be wonderful to see what experiences I will create in that time. There's a shift going on now and the ride is Great. There are a few things that are uncertain but it will all work out I know...See the facts, Live the Truth! Living what I Believe, choices and changes, knowing, learning how to Live without the experience of attachment but Living with a True connection.

This has been hard for me because the experience of attachment has been a thorn in my being of awhile. But having a connection, True and honest is Great. No fears - not scare of losing anything, not having those feelings of hurt when I move from the top 10 list - Open for what's to come. I heard that some feel I'm pulling away and/or not caring as much. But I say; I Am closer than I've ever been but I'm not scare of losing anything and I Am learning how to really care. I feel So Open. I have so much Love. Connection and the experience of connection is so wonderful, without the experience of attachment.
more to come.....