The last 3 days...

WOW! The last 3 days have brought Awareness in me to a new level. For those who think I'm wordy get ready.....
I started work at Starbucks , downtown - LA Live, Friday. I have to take the subway to get there and it's different.

Going "back" to Starbucks was along thought process, because I kept thinking going back, going back...but I stop and realize that it wasn't going back, it was starting new. If I was going back to the same company, trust factors would be low. I know that this is a new path on my Journey. It wasn't the job I wanted but it had most of the things I was looking for. So, I went for the; what I was looking for column and knew that the want column is on the way or should I say, it's here but hadn't made itself known, more to come.

The subway is also Good. Friday when I was on the way home, there was this lady...black, large, strange ( I had my label machine out) and clearly alittle off. She was talking to anyone who would stand still. So, I picked up my book and started reading but listening at the same time. She was talking about how the guy she was with left her and told her she couldn't find anyone else. Her reply was: "Are you kidding, Look at Me, I'm Beautiful...I can get anyone I want!" Factual there was doubt in what she was saying but when I turned and looked...She was right, she knew who she was and was Happy with it all. She could get anyone "she Wanted!" Then, I thought, Who's crazy? She knew her Truth; she knew her Beauty and was living it and was ready to share it. I said to myself; "Do you know You? Are you ready to Believe and share You? To just be crazy!!! To be enough and Live in and with Your enoughness.

Okay, the young man I started my 1st day with, I was sitting and talking to him. I found out that his family had lost their home...A sister living in Northern Calif, father renting a room for someone and another sister living some where else and he was living with a Friend and his family. This Family "Who lost everything", not letting it stop them. The sisters are in college, the father continue working and he was working to get his own place and go to college. They just kept and keep on going. He said; "It's all going to get better and better." That stopped me... I know I Am enough and my Life is Great! But they never lost Love - so, they didn't lose everything, they knew who they were as Individuals and as a Family...They have Love!!!!

Okay, Saturday morning, 4:31 am, on the subway...homeless and yes crazy woman talking to those folks that wasn't there. Ofcourse, I think...Great. I'm reading my book, "The Power of Decision" and what does the crazy lady start shouting..."Decide, just stop and decide. You know who you are...Just decide." I stop reading and looked at her. I wanted to ask and said; "Who are you talking to? I have decided and I Am deciding " She just kept saying It. Was only the train to the next stop....about 5 mins...Who's Crazy?

So, today remembering these people, I just remember that; "God is speaking, no matter who's talking!" Today, as well as Friday and Saturday, God was speaking. I started out not wanting to listen, putting labels on everything but I became aware that those labels I was placing everywhere, went on me. I had to get over my stuff to really see, hear and Live Truth. Put away the label machine...see the facts of my Life and work with it and Live the Truth as I work with It All.

I must admit that this new path is a little uncomfortable but it is Good...headed to Great!

I feel so Open Right now. I know I Am Open right now. Right now just keeps moving from moment to moment and I Am Open to what's to come.....In Truth and Love...One Mind!