More awareness and it is a MoFo!

9-19-2011

Monday night sitting in my room. This last week present in my mind and I was Presence for the week. Things that ran across my mind – My Transition (Death) and how I want It handle. Feeling like I’m being put to the side in several situation, lots of questions – not having answers come to me and being comfortable with the uncertainty, knowing that all is find and happens for a reason.

I Am very happy and certain of the Love that is circling in and out of me.

As for my Transition, when that time comes, I want to be cremated, no funeral, no morning for a lost. I require all to have a good time. Instead of some memorial service, have parties ( drink, eat, enjoy and talk about what a bitch I was…) I know there is Love in, around and with my Life and the Love that I get from everyone. Find and work with all the Good. I know plan concerts and raise money for a cause that will help others. Let it be a Celebrate of Life…my Life and others, just be simply and Love, enjoy and Celebrate. I Am no longer afraid of Death, it is for the Highest Good and my Love will never leave.

Next the feeling of being put to the side, means I am taking something or a lot of things personal and that’s not right, a different choice is being made. So, this leads right into the questions with no answers right now and being comfortable with no answers. I should say without seeing , hearing, feeling the answers. I have all the answers in me and awareness and Spirit will bring them to Light!

But I Am Good! I Am Happy! I Am all!

In the past year and a half, I’ve come to really like me and know that the Love has always been with, in, on, around me. I know there is an Energy that we have all sprung from, that Energy with limitless power, unconditional Love operating with a Divine Intelligence and I Am that Energy, that Divine Intelligence, Love and limitless power…I Am Freedom, enough and all the stuff, that brings stuff, that is the stuff. So as I stand at the crossroads, I realize that these roads, paths cross at the Town Square, that Town Square where the Tree of Life stands, with branches and roots reaching out for beyond our sight. All the roads lead into that out of the Town Square and receiving and giving Love to that tree that is Life and I good out and share that Love with many. So, being at the crossroads is Great. I come to the Town Square to rest, think and gather Energy. Finding the comfort to be comfortable is Good and alright at the crossroads in the Town Square. I go there for the silence; to find the comfort and be comfortable with the uncertainty, knowing that the answers will be heard and the actions taken.

I Am Good! I Am Love! I Am Enough! I Am all this because I exist and I am one with all!

Who I Am is Greater then all my experiences and my experiences are the result of the Greatness that I Am.

Oh, I write for me, as me and all I can be and know that something I have to say, the way I say it will touch, help, move and keep someone Presence.

Also, to let all know: I hear you, I’m listening to you and you are an important and apart of the process. But, choice is mine and all mine and I accept me, as me and I will do the same for you!