12:16 am - just watched SYTYCD and it's something from my past experience that I need to bring to the Present moment, I MISS dancing. When I decided to stop dancing, I also stop going to see dance. I missed it and it hurt not dancing, but I believed that I was to old....I kept hearing. I need to go watch dancing and I need to dance again. Tonight I watch the "Fix you" dance and I just thought....I can't fix you but I do support you. I also thought I needed to fix me. Dance use to bring so much belief into my Life because it....dance....is authentic and it makes me authenticity . It makes me feel, It makes me happy and most of all it makes me FREE. Creating makes me FREE. So, to take one of the Arts out of my Life makes me hurt....Why do/did I do this to myself. It also shows me that I only know One Way to Love. I Love Unconditional and I know It and I also pull back from It at times because I fear how it makes others feel. Fear....Love....Loving, how can they be used in the same thought....but I do it, no I did it.

Love is Wonderful. Love it Faith. Love is the foundation. Love is One. Love is Me. Love is All and It has Unlimited Power. Did my Love for dance and my not dancing and my experiencing dance effect the rest of my Life? Did it bring fear back? No more....pouf (thanks Keith Cox)....no more. I want the experience, doing it and being it and want out because I'm really going to start Loving harder, I Am changing my choices.

I only know One way to Love
It is my Foundation
I Am Open....Ready....All

I can only fix me but I do support you to the highest and standing with you, for you, as you, seeing you is seeing me I Believe We are One.

There is so much Light right now. So many names running across my mind as Light, but I Am "THE " Light.

"So you think you can dance" is now " So You Know You Can Dance" and when you dance...experience Life WOW - So You Know You can Life....Dream....Love....Celebrate....Be Open for all that comes and to chose from It All.

Right Now, I Am so Alive and I just want to Celebrate
Thank you
I release
and It is so....